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slave location: Minnesota Age group: 50 - 59 Seeking: Supreme Goddess Intensity of play: Complete masochist requiring a total Sadist Relationship desired: Occasional meetings Fetish Clothing: Adores, Leather, Corsets, Lingerie and stockings Punishments deserved: i can suffer, Corporal Punishment, Blood sports, Crossdressing, Nipple torture, Golden Showers, Humiliation, Bondage |
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While most unworthy, i belong spiritually to the Lady Violently, in thought and devotion, as much as possible in this world. She is the finest person i have ever met in her sincerity and sense of humor. However i'm a married man who cannot simply relinquish my responsiblities, and follow my dream which is to be a submissive maid in petticoats, totally subservient. The ideal life would be as a maid/servant particularly to Lady Violently, (or to my Wife, if that were possible) if i were worthy and if it would please Her. To anticipate all Her needs, and make Her life a dream, at the same time, be invisible, no trouble at all to Her. Only a dream, since i can't leave my family responsibilities to indulge myself like that. my Wife, who is a wonderful woman, is not into that kink, so i live with that but am working on being Her slave. In all ways i love Her dearly and loyally and would love to get Her involved in BDSM, but that is rather unlikely, though She has been developing Her dominant side lately for which i'm grateful. On the suggestion of Lady Violently, i joined the Temple Sanctuary to explore how to reconcile my desires with my practical life with my dear Wife. i am not interested in playing games but am here to serve Lady Violently and others in the community if it pleases Her, that is, in my unfortunately limited way. The two questions i seek to answer are: - What is the real me? The maid/slave, or my public persona, or both? - Where is the love in a BDSM relationship? Its becoming apparent to me that it is from both sides, to live in harmony, albeit the male-slave rightfully at the service of the Woman/Goddess as it once was in ancient times. So, as a seeker after true submission i am and have been physically faithful and loyal to my Wife, (have never had a sexual relationship with any other woman in our 23 years of marriage) but spritually loyal to Lady Violently, as far as possible. i'm eternally grateful to Lady Violently for Her guidance in helping me reconcile my instinctive passion for BDSM; making me a loyal slave and friend while at the same time a better husband and servant to my lovely Wife, whose love i don't deserve. |
