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slave location: UNITED STATES Age group: 40 - 49 Seeking: Supreme Goddess Intensity of play: Total masochist requiring a complete Sadist Relationship desired: Total 24/7 control Fetish Clothing: Adores, leather, PVC, corsets, high heels and a business suit, rubber, lingerie and stockings Punishments deserved: i can suffer, corporal punishment, crossdressing, humiliation, psycho-drama, golden showers, wax play, CBT, bondage |
| Greetings Ma’am: When i reached puberty my first erection came from fantasizing i was a fly caught in the spider’s web. I was around 13 years old, i was playing outside in the yard when i came upon a spider web. There was a fly caught in the silk near the center of the web. In the left top corner of the web was a small spider. As the fly struggled to escape he caused the web to vibrate which alerted the spider. As i watched my mind saw this as a battle between fly that was larger then the small spider. The whole spider web was shaking as the fly used his strength to break free. At first i thought the fly would win and get free. But slowly the spider worked on the fly, She used Her silk to bound one of the fly’s wing to Her web. At that moment my thoughts changed, i started fantasizing the spider was a Woman and i was the fly, hence my first erection. After securing the first wing She started on the second wing, then one leg at a time until the spider web shook no more. She then encased the fly’s head in Her silk. Years earlier before puberty, i remember i love to look at Woman’s high heels. Once i even got to smell the sweet aroma of a pair of black high heels that an adult Woman had just removed from Her feet. Of course no one saw me do this. That happened to me years before i knew Dominate Woman existed. As i grew up i thought i was different from all other males, i had no idea there were submissive men and Dominate Woman in this world. When i was 18 i saw a picture of a Dominate Woman in an adult magazine, i didn’t think She was real, thought She was someone’s fantasy. About a year later i found out there was a D/s BDSM world, but i thought it was wrong and tried to suppress the real submissive me. Growing up i was a normal boy, dating, falling in love, marring and living a normal family life. i am honest, caring, and loving person. i'm very diversified when it come to likes, i'd do most anything to please You, i get pleasure from making sure i push all the right buttons for You. It is much easier to tell You the things i dislike and they are scat, blood sports, and will not perform with another male. I believe i am a natural born submissive, i've been told by a Domme that i'm the biggest pain slut She has ever met so i maybe i’m a little masochistic too. Thank You for the time Respectively, subspacetripper. |
