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slave location: UNITED STATES Age group: 40 - 49 Seeking: Many diverse personas! Intensity of play: Total masochist requiring a complete Sadist Relationship desired: Total 24/7 control Fetish Clothing: Adores, leather, casual 'straight' wear Punishments deserved: i can suffer, corporal punishment, strap-on training, blood sports, nipple torture, humiliation, psycho-drama, golden showers, wax play, CBT, bondage, everything! |
| I'm a 43 year old submissive white male currently living in northwest Florida and hope to become the lucky possession of sadistic, dominant Female. I hope these words convey my sincerity and willingness to submit to You in any way You desire. The first time contacting a new Dominant is always fraught with the fear that the potential Goddess of one's dreams will doubt one's sincerity and willingness to actually submit to a complete loss of control, servitude, pain, humiliation, and the unknown depths of a Mistresses' desire. After all, You're probably deluged with letters from single males, most of which turn out to be jerk off letters written for the entertainment of the sender. Rest assured however that I am sincere in all I write. I will submit to, short of the removal of body parts and animal scenes, anything You desire, no matter how heavy, humiliating, or unusual. I understand the ramifications of my statement. I'm not some confused fantapath who thinks that pain is pleasure. Pain is pain. No one smiles as the whip comes down on quivering buttocks. The smile is exactly where it should be, on the face of the Mistress as She continues to seek the only thing that matters, Her pleasure. I do have fantasies that read like an encyclopedia of bdsm, with particular emphasis on foot worship and complete toilet slavery, but relating these in a linear fashion leaves me with the feeling that the slave is dictating to the Mistress. I do not believe in topping from the bottom. Most of my past experiences have been at the hands of Dominants who stopped and asked me what I wanted or liked. In fact, what I want is to simply relinquish all control to a glorious Goddess such as You, with what I want never being an issue again. As I kneel in the presence of a superior Woman, my mind goes blank, waiting to be filled by the dark desires of a Feminine force as She moves through a world of Her creation. My flesh is unscarred, ready to become the canvas of Your possession and pleasure. I will worship You as required and serve all of Your needs, no matter how extreme or routine. Obviously, I say these things as I sit in the comfort of my home and You've no doubt heard a so called masochist's bravado many times in the past. I do not claim to be a masochist. This is not a challenge or a game and I have no macho cross to bear. I do claim to be a true submissive. As I'm sure You're keenly aware, there is a fundamental difference between the two. My tolerance for pain is average at best, but this is at worst completely irrelevant, and at best, something for You to exploit for Your all important pleasure and entertainment. A Mistress once told me that endlessly whipping a masochistic iron man was no fun and that slaves who react to stimulus were the most satisfying for Her. Of course, despite one's intentions, there are physical limits beyond which no one could willfully tolerate. The answer to this of course is bondage and experimentation. I sincerely hope that You will one day soon take full possession of my mind and body. Please experiment and please Yourself to You glorious heart's content. As for my personal description, I'm 6'2 and weigh about 215 lbs. I have brown hair and hazel eyes. I'm in good health, HIV negative, and pose no health risk to You or anyone You command me to serve. I'll be happy to send You a digital photo of myself in any position or method of appearance You choose. Also, I work in the medical field and could provide items for Your pleasure, e.g. urinary catheters, needles, scalpels, etc. Thank You so much for taking the time to read this letter. I hope it finds You well. |
