|
|
simonesslutpeter |
|
slave location: Australia Age group: 40 - 49 Seeking: Supreme Goddess Intensity of play: i like a Goddess to play with my mind Relationship desired: Occasional meetings Fetish Clothing: Adores, Casual, 'straight' wear Punishments deserved: i can suffer, Golden Showers, Psycho-drama, Humiliation |
|
Hello, i am a male submissive, and I am currently "in service" to Mistress Simone. Mistress is a very young woman about 23 and I am very lucky to have her as my Fem Dom. i am 47 6'tall slim fit and healthy. i live in Bne and work professionally. Let me state up front that my reason for seeking to serve is not about trying to have a some kinky sexual relations with the Fem Dom. i hope that i am on a higher plane than that. Sure being "in service" does excite me sexually, but its more of a mind experience than a physical one. So lets cut to the chase..... i have a deep respect for womanhood and the power a woman holds and can exercise. i consider that man is inferior to a woman and society should be dominated by the female gender ie a matriachal society.The older i get the more my conscience tells me that for my life to be contented i need to serve a woman. Historically it has been man that has created the terms Fem Dom, Fem Supremacy etc and writes and draws about these. It is not about feminism..well to me its isn't ..its just a personal driver that gives me great pleasure visually and mind related to be in the presence of a Fem Dom naked and bound awaiting HER instructions. i am intoxicated by the powerex that occurs at that stage, and I become HER plaything at HER total disposal. i do not see myself as a whimp, but as strong male who loves the Domination and authority of a woman. i expect that SHE will explore with me the challenges of submissiveness such as cuckolding, feminization, discipline v's punnishment, strapon play, humiliation verbal and physical, male chasity and fetishes. i like to see how the Fem Dom is empowered by the acceptance of my desire to be Dominated by her. i can see how Fem Dominance can take a male back to his childhood where he was dominated by his Mother, older sister etc and how under a Fem Dom he can regress to that state and how these actions can build up a womans self esteem and cause that power shift between the male and female. i know i hide my independence behind false pride and macho arrogance, but deep down inside i want to be connected to my feminine side that is within me and i want the "passion" that comes from that connection. Passion comes from the latin "pasio" which means "to suffer". So i know that serving will give me the "passion" (that in my case is the psychological pleasure of serving) that i lust after ..but the price will be suffering at the hands of my Fem Dom. i hope i have not bored U with my reasoning to be "in service" but as U can see it it something that i feel strongly about. Thank u simonesslut |