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slave location: New York Age group: 40 - 49 Seeking: Many diverse personas! Intensity of play: i relish receiving discipline Relationship desired: Professional Fetish Clothing: Adores, Casual, 'straight' wear Punishments deserved: i can suffer, Psycho-drama, Humiliation, Bondage, Wax play, Corporal Punishment, CBT, Golden Showers, Strap-on training, Nipple torture |
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I wish I were gay...life would be easier, but there is nothing in men I find attractive...I love Women, Goddesses, Dominants and Witches (I think - I have never actually met a Witch). Unfortunately, when I "google" my perverted nouns and verbs of interests, "on top", "her strong", "powerful hands", etc., the results are usually intended for lesbian or gay males. I am a tall, white, slender, professional male in his forties; sometimes I am referred to as striking and handsome, and other times, the description is something like, "silly" or "hyperactive". I am not a sissy and I make a great dom when asked (which usually turns me off) - it is NOT my thing...I have no desire to be dominant and no desire to be on top. Unfortunately, my situation does not allow for a relationship, which is why I am looking for a Pro The next paragraph is an excerpt of an email I sent to this stunning Mistress I saw in a movie (I chickened out when she proposed a real time session): You are the girl that beat me up after school. While you held me down, I was overwhelmed by the sensuous and boyish smells of your hands, your hair and your armpits. I loved your skin and felt an intense desire to feel your powerful arms and legs around my head – pain and security, humiliation and belonging. You obliged by raping, humiliating and beating the shit out of me. And I fell in love. I can put my interests in, like Smothering, Body Worship, Strap-on, but most of all; I need an owner, a teacher, a Goddess to worship so I will be able to stop thinking about my own petty interests. |
