sexyplayer1000

slave location: United Kingdom

Age group: 40 - 49

Seeking: Leather Bitch from hell

Intensity of play: i like a Goddess to play with my mind

Relationship desired: Professional

Fetish Clothing: Adores, Rubber, PVC, Leather

Punishments deserved: i can suffer, Bondage, Wax play, Corporal Punishment, CBT, Strap-on training, Nipple torture

I write as a humble slave who wishes to serve you and to give you pleasure whichever way you choose to take it.

My first interest in being a slave started with a picture of a beautiful woman, adorned only with thigh length leather boots, a gold waist chain and a wonderful mask made with exotic birds feathers. I have ever since found myself strongly drawn by pictures of women in dominant poses, dressed in leather, latex and rubber. At the same time I have been drawn to the idea of being offered to such women for their use and pleasure. I long to appear before them, vulnerable and subservient - naked and collared; chained, bound helpless; lead by a lead.

Interest has led to experimenting on myself with various forms of bondage - ropes, belts, rubber bands etc; and, CBT with string, rubber bands, wooden and metal rings and whatever else comes to hand. The pleasure had been heightened by immobilisation and ropes around the throat. I have also improvised various ankle and wrist restraints and ankle stretchers but there are limits to what one can do to oneself. I have also applied clothes pegs to my nipples and used wax on myself.

The bondage is an important part of my fantasy - to be helpless before beautiful women and their amusement and use. Part of that is through use of whips and paddles and other floggers but I think it is their power over me and ability to inflict pain that attracts, rather than being beaten. To be honest, clips of men being beaten and brutalised are not part of the attraction.

The wish to serve and be used by beautiful women highlights that a part of my fantasy and desire is sexual. That seems to me the ultimate power and release and pleasure. I have not sought to pursue my fantasies with those mistresses who make it clear that there is no sexual power or end in this.