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slave location: India Age group: 21 - 29 Seeking: Supreme Goddess Intensity of play: i relish receiving regular discipline Relationship desired: Occasional meetings Fetish Clothing: Adores, High heels and a business suit, Lingerie and stockings, Casual, 'straight' wear Punishments deserved: i can suffer, Corporal Punishment, Nipple torture, Psycho-drama, Humiliation, CBT, Bondage |
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I am a college student. I had submissive tendencies since i was around 12 years old, that is i developed my puberty. i did not know anything like BDSM existed in the world, but i fanatised about movie actresses feet, and me serving them, licking there feet, and they trampling me. I always had a thing for female feet and used to check out the feet of every girl or lady i met. I used to think i was weird, as my friends used to talk of breasts and things and i used to think only about feet. Later when i was 18, and had access to the internet i accidentally stumbled upon a foot fetish sight. and from then on, i googled for things, found out there are thousands of people in the world who share this thinking. Since 3 years i have been surfing the Net and found out that what all i fanatised about is actually true and it happens. I joined Message boards like Mistress Destiny's Femdom forums, and some yahoo groups and started chatting in Chat rooms meant for BDSM. And then started my quest for a real life mistress. I met many ladies on chat and tried telling them about BDSM, but since in indian culture ladies are usually the submissive sex, i could not convince any female in India to dominate me. I did convince a friend of mine who owns a massage parlour to ask his girls to trample me, but that trample, devoid of any domination did not give me the pleasure i wanted. Those girls were actually trying to please me, because i was paying them, but what i want is somone who gets pleasure in causing pain to me. My Fantasies ( all of which i think i would like to do in real too) are Foot Worship, Trampling (high heels, barefoot or anyother type of shoes), Whipping (or any other form of corporal punishment), verbal humiliation, breathplay (not as much into face sitting as into smothering by Feet), Feeding ( eating food mashed by my Mistresses Feet), spit drinking, being a footstool for my Mistress, Face Slapping and CBT if it doesn't have the risk of permanent damage. I am not into ( though i would do anything for my Mistress if she commands ) being a toilet slave ( piss can still do but not shitslave definitely) , Bloodsports, Strap-on, dangerous CBT, Crossdressing. I fantasize being a slave to a lady who lives her casual life along with using me. I mean i am not that much into having a Mistress who is like a Professional Dominatrix and wears Latex, Rubber or PVC, and Just causes me pain and nothing else. because that would not feel natural. i desire my mistress to be in casual clothes, her everyday clothes, use me in the real sense, to have pleasure, and punish me when i make a mistake or sometimes of her own whim, but not just for the sake that she has to cause pain. I met a domme online, and she told me of this site, and so i made this profile to join here. She said it should be genuine so i have filled everything truly. I just hope that the respectable mistresses reading this find me good enough to get membreship on this site. Thank you. |
