mongoose

slave location: New Zealand

Age group: 40 - 49

Seeking: Many diverse personas!

Intensity of play: i relish receiving regular discipline

Relationship desired: Occasional meetings

Fetish Clothing: Adores, Leather, PVC, Corsets, Rubber, Lingerie and stockings

Punishments deserved: i can suffer, Corporal Punishment, Strap-on training, Golden Showers, Psycho-drama, Humiliation, Bondage

For many years now I have entertained fantasies of female domination, they have been with me since a young age. How they came about is anyones guess, perhaps due to a bossy school teacher as a child or possibly due to the time I spent at a fairly sadistic boarding school at about age 10.
Whatever the origins the thoughts and fantasies have been a constant companion for many years, when they are not in my mainstream thoughts they are no doubt lurking in some romote recess of my brain just waiting for the right moment to reappear.
I have had a number of sessions with Pro Dommes over the years, but the reality is that they have been few and far between. Some of the sessions were awesome and left me wanting more, some of the others were not so good and left me in a state of uncertainty as to whether I wanted to pursue this fantasy any more... However those thoughts were only a brief distraction before the fantasies/urges came flooding back.
So I find myself now a few months into my 48th year with the realisation that most of my fantasies concerning Female Domination have gone mostly unfullfilled.
As the fantasies are still as strong as ever I feel it's time to make more of an effort to live them, time to get out of denial, (if that's what has been holding me back). Perhaps fear has also played a part as well. So hopefully joining the Temple will be a new begining.
About myself, as mentioned I'm 48 years old, although I have to admit to being quite immature in my teens and probably my early twenties, (Perhaps that is the reason I always drew the attention of bossy schoolteachers, and sadistic schoolmasters). So I've mostly gone out with girls a bit younger than myself. I have worked out with weights as well as workrd in quite physical jobs for many years so I have an athletic build, I stand at six feet tall and weigh in at about 85 kgs and have blonde hair and blue eyes. I live in Tauranga in New zealand.