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slave location: Arkansas Age group: 21 - 29 Seeking: Supreme Goddess Intensity of play: i like a Goddess to play with my mind Relationship desired: Long term relationship with some play Fetish Clothing: Adores, leather, corsets, high heels and a business suit, lingerie and stockings Punishments deserved: i can suffer, corporal punishment, humiliation, psycho-drama, golden showers, CBT, bondage |
| hello, i am a novice looking to explore the world of bdsm. i am looking for a situation to learn more about submission through email, phone, and hopefully r/t sessions when we both feel the time is right. i am truly submissive and would like to be seduced by high heels and foot worship (where i learn my place as an inferior object and my ability to release restricted to only when i am being controlled by your feet in heels), then broken by private and then public humiliation (from being forced to verbally describe my fantasies, reciting my oath as a slave, being ridiculed as unworthy, referred to as your bitch, then move on to public humiliation like face slapping at a small intimate restaurant followed by a verbal debassing to the point that everyone in the place is looking while i am forced to beg your forgiveness, or maybe a similiar scene where a face slap and ridicule at the mall is followed by my following behind pleading for forgiveness, which you offer in exchange for me knealing down to kiss your feet, can you imagine the laughter?) at this point you can condition my release by teasing me about my earlier humiliation combined with my high heel fetish. by only allowing my release while transfixed on your high heels, your feet will dominate my thoughts, controlling my ability to get an erection. release will become associated with the humiliation and control. the final step at this stage is to intensify my humiliation and only allow release when humiliation and high heels are combined, standing over me manipulating me with your heels until i come, you slap my face for soiling your shoes making me lick them clean. then you complete my transformation into your slave through golden showers and cocktails. the control your feet have on me at this point will be overwhelming and the humiliation will stomp out any remaining independance. i will be living to obey you. The final stage to becoming your unquestioning slave for life is to make humiliation and foot worship a routine with no reward. when i am completly submissive and do your bidding without question the golden showers start. the ultimate humiliation. as you verbally humiliate me and tease with your heels, you time my explosive release with the shower. never allowing me to come without a full body shower or a freshly poured glass as you stare in my eyes. without the gift of your golden drink i will be unable to get off. the absence of free will allows even greater control. you will slap my face and ask me about how i felt while being humiliated, laughing as i tell you. teasing me with your heels while telling me how pathetic it is i can't come without your golden key. holding the glass close to my mouth making me beg for a drink. what would you make me do for a drink? 50 slaps with a riding crop, being tied up while you shower me making me eat my come and then just leave me tied up and wet for a couple of hours while you run errands, then making me clean the floor with my tongue upon your return. or maybe you would rather sit back and watch while i am sent to the public pool in a speedo with no towel, and have severe penalties for entering the water. at this point your imagination would be the limit. if this type of control is what you seek please contact me. |
