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slave location: Colorado Age group: 40 - 49 Seeking: Many diverse personas! Intensity of play: i like a Goddess to play with my mind Relationship desired: Occasional meetings Fetish Clothing: Adores, Leather, High heels and a business suit, Lingerie and stockings, Casual, 'straight' wear Punishments deserved: i can suffer, Crossdressing, Psycho-drama, Humiliation |
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Although I don't have a lot of experience in the submisive role, it is something that is always on my mind. I find women have so much power that most never use or realize. I find myself wishing I had that power and the ability to dress for whatever mood I am in. A mans options are very limited where a women can choose to dress conservatively, provacative or any combination. Hundreds of choices in shoes alone. This is probably why I love womens clothes and the women who know how to use them to get what they deserve. I do need some help and guidance to reach the level of devotion that I am capable of. I have always been attracted to succesful, pretty powerful women and have often fantasised about being their secretary, assistant. Being the one that is there for whatever they need while being exposed to my femine submisive side. Totaly trusting them to teach me and make me cross bridges that I cannot on my own. I have on a few occasions purchased and collected some clothes and shoes but have then cleaned them out. But I keep coming back to this and end up buying more. Since I keep coming back to this it is time to take a bold step and share this side of me with someone who can help me, while I make her life as easy as possible. I have shared this with two women in my life, one said she was not into it, it was not her thing. We are still friends and I still worship her and wish she would take me as her devoted slave. She knows she is beautiful and that I will always be there for her, I just wish she would share some of my fantasies. The other one, I "lost a bet" and would be her slave. She has not taken advantage of it and probably will not. She was going to help me with a Halloween costume as a hooker and went shopping with me at Wal Mart. She does not know that I have some clothes and I played along, it was so embarrasing and exciting at the same time. I think she really enjoyed it as well and liked watching me squirm when she told me to go get pantyhose and had me carrying it all around behind her. But she has not taken me up on my offer and I don't really know how she feels. At any rate, I am ready to serve the one I worship. Since I have accepted this role mentally I am hopeful that I will not require to much training, just guidance on what you like and desire of me. My tongue, my body is yours, I have been told that I am a good lover and am ready to give myself over. I am ready to serve you, your friends in any way from sissy slut, cocktail waitress etc. Of course saying and actually doing it is two different things. This is where I feel Iwill need the push to stretch my limits. I bring a willingness to try and work hard. I am 5 foot 8, 164 lbs and am athletic. I don't to ruin the life I have built but I need to explore this desire within me, so some discretion is important. If you think I can be of service please help me on my journey. I look forward to hearing from you. |
