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slave location: England Age group: 50 - 59 Seeking: Supreme Goddess Intensity of play: i relish receiving discipline Relationship desired: Total 24/7 control Fetish Clothing: Adores, Casual, 'straight' wear Punishments deserved: i can suffer, Corporal Punishment, Strap-on training, Blood sports, Crossdressing, Nipple torture, Wax play, Golden Showers, Psycho-drama, CBT, Bondage |
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Notwithstanding the female nickname (one of my favourite characters from ancient Greek mythology), i am in fact male - and not a Queen, but a submissive/slave (of course..*g*). But i have had the name for a while now, and i like it. i live in England - just outside London. i am 54 and trapped in a depressingly vanilla marriage. i used to work in London, on the fringes of the City, until recently when i was made redundant; after 28 years of doing much the same type of work, it no longer holds any attraction for me, and i would love - for a change - to be able to do something that i would find personally interesting. So what do i want with regard to my personal and working life? In one word (well, two actually) .... TOTAL ESCAPE....that is to say, a R/L 24/7 Mistress. i have never yet had the good fortune to enjoy the attentions of a Mistress in r/l, and, in that respect, i am a total novice. At the same time, however, the lifestyle has, in reality, been a part of me for many, many years ... albeit that it has been hidden away within the inner depths of my being...where it has lingered, waiting to be released ...and, in that respect, there is a wealth of imagination lurking somewhere. i feel that, at present, i am buried in the depths of absolute stygian darkness, and i am becoming increasingly anxious to find the Source of True Light to rescue me from the futile banality that is now my existence. my life, as it is, does not in any way satisfy my needs/my cravings as i now accept them to be. i dearly wish, therefore, to cast my present life aside (so that it would disappear as if in flames), so that i can then be reborn from those flames (in the manner of a phoenix) to serve a Mistress to the utmost of my ability and beyond. Perfection can never be achieved...but it should ever be one's intention. |
