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slave location: United Kingdom Age group: 40 - 49 Seeking: Supreme Goddess Intensity of play: i relish receiving regular discipline Relationship desired: Long term relationship with some play Fetish Clothing: Adores, leather, PVC, corsets, high heels and a business suit, rubber, lingerie and stockings Punishments deserved: i can suffer, strap-on training, humiliation, psycho-drama, CBT, bondage |
| Dear Mistress Please dominate and enslave me. I need to be controlled by your voice and cane, to be under your power, enslaved. I humbly give you the following information as it may be of use to you to help with my slave training. I accept that whatever methods you choose and you enjoy are best. It is important to me that you enjoy my submission and your power over me. I am an intermediate slave, I have some experience, but of course I have much to learn. I wish to become a better slave. I have had some training, but I need much more. I have enjoyed power exchange for around 10 years, I love instructions, interrogations, orders, obeying my mistress. I am not a masochist, but accept that pain and punishment are part of my training and that my mistress enjoys it (therefore I do). I therefore hope my mistress can stretch my limits until I can appreciate ever more severe training and punishments. I have enjoyed humiliation too, as I know my mistress does. I wish (need) to do what makes my Mistress happy. In the past, my mistress has used caning my bottom, dick and balls to god effect, boot and shoe worship, whippings, submission, bondage, dildo training and worship, verbal humiliation, s&m therapy, dark Goddess spirituality and worship, slight feminization (I like to wear stockings and heels if it pleases my Mistress), strappings, canings, CBT, blindfolds, interrogations, slave and submissive etiquette training, forced submissions, behaviour modification mind control, cane counting and teasing (not knowing where and when the cane will strike, having to count and thank Mistress), cane or paddle flinch tests (if I flinch or make a noise, Mistress starts counting again and gradually caning harder this helps me to stretch my meagre limits). As I said I do not enjoy pain, but sort of do because it helps me to be a better slave for Mistress. Sometimes though, the feeling after pain is good, sort of warm & tingly I can see just a little of what masochists enjoy. I accept caning is an art form and welcome Mistress to start gently and build up on my bum & balls until my (wimpy) limit is reach, please Mistress help me to stretch my limits! I cant say I like nipple clamps at all, but again of course I welcome them, and will beg for them if that is what Mistress wants. Yes, I beg you to punish me and train me. I have in the past enjoyed lead and collar training, being led around, kneeling before Mistress, prolonged licking of boots and kissing stockings, with strict instructions and canings if I do not respond well. I seek the freedom of training and mind control that makes me respond automatically, without thinking, obeying instantly. Oh, please take control of me, make me obey. I want to feel your power over me! That is one thing I learnt not to think just to obey! I have also enjoyed kneeling over wearing just a collar and lead, stockings and suspenders, legs held apart by a spreader or posts, wrists tied to my ankles, in bondage and at the mercy of my Mistress, bum up in the air as my Mistress takes her time to tease and punish my bum and balls. Please teach me to be a better slave, let me feel your cane, paddle or cat of nine tails (the type of whip where there are many strips of leather tied to a handle is that the name, Mistress?). I enjoy the freedom of being a slave, obeying my mistress and being in bondage, as with a good Mistress I do not have to think, I just obey and be controlled. I do not move a muscle or make a sound unless my Mistress commands it. Well I am not quite there yet, but learning all the time! I also seek new experiences, being guided by my mistress, trying out new toys she enjoys using on her slave. I feel I have a natural willingness to serve and submit to she that must be obeyed. Like I said, I am only a few steps above a beginner slave, but I think I understand some ways I can submit to you and give you some pleasure I want you to enjoy training me. I need to submit more deeply. Please interrogate me, then control me, train me, punish me, make me obey, show me how powerful you are. Let me worship your power and beauty, let me worship the Goddess within you as I feel a spiritual element to all this as well. I love the idea of a temple and altar to help worship you Let me worship your heels, your boots, your stockings. Let me gaze upon your black rubber or leather outfit. Please, please. Let me surrender completely to you soon. Let me kneel before you, trembling in trepidation. I need you to guide me through these deep and dark desires ..to be able to feel the freedom of slavery and bondage. Please make me do whatever YOU want. My needs are less important. I just wish I was kneeling before you now, knowing that I am controlled by your voice, instructions and your cane.. . . but most of all my mind controlled by yours..... |
