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slave location: Indiana Age group: 30 - 39 Seeking: Many diverse personas! Intensity of play: i relish receiving regular discipline Relationship desired: Long term relationship with some play Fetish Clothing: Adores, Leather, PVC, Corsets, High heels and a business suit, Rubber, Lingerie and stockings, Casual, 'straight' wear Punishments deserved: i can suffer, Corporal Punishment, Strap-on training, Crossdressing, Humiliation, Bondage, Everything! |
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32yo single crossdresser/TV good looking, sexy with good attitude towards life. I am a total bottom girl when dressed up and I am bisexual. Work days I'm a "very normal" professional guy with many varied vanilla interests. But on special occasions I turn into Lexis, "The TV maid". If you have ever seen Eddie Izzard, the transvestite comedian, comedy special I like his term "Executive Transvestite"...! As I learn more about myself and Dominance and submission means to me, I find myself not only craving Dominance but the touch of the one that renders it, whether that touch renders tenderness or pain. I am comfortable with my position as a submissive and yearn to be adored and used at the same time. Perhaps I am slave in the truest sense. I think it would take a special woman to find and bring out that quality in me. It gives me great pleasure knowing the fulfillment in surrendering and pleasing a loving and Dominant woman, even during a 'play' session. I continue to search for a real potential parnter. A parnter in all ways - life, goals, Dominance/submission. Until I find the one I will continue to learn, play and fulfill fantasies. My standards are high and I will spend an enormous amount of time searching for what is right for me. As Lexis, my alter ego, my excitement and submissive tendencies derive from my dressing. I enjoy dressing in sexy fashions and fetish attire. Dressing en femme makes me feel subservient, as I appear as a sex object to a dominant. This particularly excites me. I love dressing in woman's fetish clothes and letting out the femme and subbie side of me from mild to wild! I am a college educated professional that somehow has developed real kinky and submissive tastes. I enjoy extreme bondage and spankings. You could say I like things that are mildly rough but really the thrill comes from the mind and is enhanced by the body experience. Here is a list of things I have or do enjoy, though not a complete list. I have very open mind. - Chastity: I very much enjoy chastity. I own the CB-3000 chastity device. Though I am single today and not dating I try to use chastity on my own. Which I knew would not work well. Currently I like to pretend I have a Mistress and she is keeping my in chastity. Though this usually lasts for only a day or two at time before I am masturbating again. - Tease and Denial: In conjunction with chastity above, I very much enjoy the tease and denial aspects of play. The build up of physical response and emotional highs that come from being teased and tormented are very intense. - Domestic Service: Though I have no specific experience providing domestic service I would very much like to explore this. I am a very good cook. I keep my own home clean and presentable. I know how to 'correctly' do laundry and women's clothing. I make my own bed every morning. I know how to sew. To a certain extent I have always been somewhat domestic that way. My ex girl friend used to make fun of me because my place was always cleaner than hers (until she had me clean it for her! :-) ) - Maid Training: I would very much like to explore a more in-depth form of maid training. I think with training I could potentially make a good part time domestic servant for a Mistress. Party service, cleaning, cooking, manicures, pedicures, massage, bathing and dressing. - Pain: I am a bit of a masochist but I prefer grace and elegance to total bludgeoning. Pain is not the only way to induce a state of absolute submission - One can command me with the lightest touch, and control me with the mere warmth of breath against my skin. In the past I have enjoyed being flogged, riding crops, paddles. - Nipple Play: I very much enjoy nipple play. Both of my nipples are pierced (and a Prince Albert as well). - Discipline: To me discipline and psychological play can be combined into the same 'experience'. Not only would I enjoy the process of receiving discipline, but the reasons why it being applied - real, perceived, made up or just because. I imagine much of this comes down to a scene but the psychological factors would be very important to me. Mistress, "Oh but Lexis sweetie, in order for you to become a better maid and servant you must learn what it is like to have the whip and crop applied to your ass. Don't worry, it will only hurt for a short time and you will learn to enjoy it. I am only doing this for your own good and betterment. Just be quite now while I put this gag in your mouth and you can thank me properly when I am done." Lexis, "Yes Mistress". - Forced Feminization: What people normally mean by this does not apply to me per se. I am very willing to be transformed and to a certain extent would prefer it in a session. However, what I would say is I really like "Forced Feminization Play". Again, this very much ties into psychological play. "Oh don't worry that shot I just gave you was only hormones, now bend over while in insert your plug." LOL..! No I don't really want this, but the thought and fantasy of being permanently transformed is very much a turn on and would induce a state of utter submissiveness. |
