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Dominatrix location: California Age group: 40 - 49 Intensity of play: I relish giving regular discipline Relationship desired: Occasional meetings Domination play: I adore inflicting, Psycho-drama, Bondage, Wax play, Corporal Punishment, Crossdressing, CBT, Strap-on training, Nipple torture |
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What do I want?I want to be Art.I want attention, respect, obedience, honesty, loyalty, commitment, desire, worship.I want you to desire me, my body, my mind, my company, my attention.I want more time -- in my day, in my life. I want you to submit to me sexually.I want men. A staff of attendants. Patrons. Slaves. Handy guys. I want you to beg me to hurt your body in creative & interesting ways.I want to live forever, & to die tomorrow.I want life to be interesting, always. We only get some of what we want -- all is unsatisfactory, all is change & I’m thankful at the prospect of ego ceasing. I’ve made peace with this. Let me say clearly that I am currently in a long-term relationship. That relationship will probably be an enduring one, tho’ it’s evolving into a different form. I’m polyamorous inclined & fancy at least the notion of polyandry & having my own harem of slaves. (A safe sex harem of creative types willing to let me take pictures & vid of them, for art, for commerce, for fun, for self-exploration.)I am looking to play, to have fun, to learn more about bdsm & myself & others. I am also potentially looking for longterm relations. Those dreaded stats (for the shallow amongst you -- I’m kinda shallow myself) -- I am 5’8” / 172 cm, approx 220 lbs / 100 kilos. Red hair -- I don’t shave body hair, usually. Once in a while. I do like to shave my head. I hate dealing with my hair, it’s a pain in the ass. Hazel eyes. When I wear a proper bra I’m most comfortable in a D cup, tho’ I love the sexiness of the slopover in a C. I tend to think I have great legs, muscular bulgy calves, & cute feet. Large & broad, 9 1/2 extra wides. I like comfortable shoes & am only willing to wear heels & such indoors, with a lotta sitting down or waving them in the air. I think I’m kinda dykey looking, I suspect I get cruised by women but I’m oblivious in that spectra.I like men. A lot. I feel like a gay man in a woman’s body sometimes. I’m philosophically bi, committed to the idea of not excluding 1/2 of humanity, but my feelings go their own way. Men make my clit hard, my nipples buzz. Men are my fascination. & I’m shallow, I like ‘em pretty & I like ‘em dumb, but that hasn’t served me all that well in the past so I’m inclined to an open mind & a broad appreciation for earnest desire & shared kinkiness. I think I’m the humblest egoist, the nicest bitch, the biggest bundle of contradictions you’ll ever meet. I talk a lot & I analyze everything with scary insight. Tell me who you are, if you’re still hanging in out there, at the other end of these spurting electrons. What are you as a person? Spiritual? Political? Hobbies? Passions outside of bdsm? PS: I’m both a size queen & a fervent believer in . . . 10 fingers & a tongue, everything else is gravy. Small penises have their uses, too. Nothing should go to waste, life’s too short. Oh, yeah, did I mention I’m a bit of an inadvertent punster. & I like amateur photos of penises.You are . . . Honest, deeply self-honest. Capable of & excited by critique & analysis. Polite, well-mannered & groomed. I can take you anywhere.Open, tolerant, accepting. Positive focus. Appreciative.Intelligent, literate, political, passionate. Have a full life.Really really patient. I treasure patience.Safe. Trustworthy. Comfortable with condoms. All the many ways to be secure in yourself.Nurturing. Most especially of me.Libidinous, submissive, masochistic. |
